EXTRA FUN IN OZARKS!

Very sorry to my dear fans of acsydoggie.blogspot.com! I've been quite busy lately taking care of a bunch of new Malaysians. And also my dearest Kellie Tan is here with me ^^. Still the same old sarcastic girl! Always call me fat!! So depressing!! Anyway, the Malaysian family in Ozarks is now enlarged to 15 people (from 6). Something like cancer cells, spreading. 20 over more coming in the Fall semester. I enjoy being their senior even though we are of same age but when they have problem, i feel the pain too and those pains really bother me. Insomnia and keep worrying about them. That's when i realized that i don't treat friendship as something simple and dunno-dun-care. I care! I care for my friends more than myself. As long as they're happy, i am happy! Anyway that does not mean i totally forgot about my dear friends back home. Sorry to ___ that i offended the other day. I am very sorry i was kinda emo..i still can't figure out why i did that but trust me i did not mean it. You still mean a lot to me! I still need you to share my problems! Don't angry and leave me okay !! T.T Miss you...(you know who you are...if you happen to drop by acsydoggie.blogspot.com) Anyway, it has been a while since i last spoke to my parents. Is it better to like not call them for a period of time and let some events to happen first then only discuss with them and share with them? I miss my cute popo..Popo what are you doing? Are you still that thin?..Really feel like calling my popo but she's a bit deaf..most of the time our conversations were like "har? har? har? har?" i won't blame her for that but i am quite tired to repeat myself over and over again but i miss her....!! T.T In the past few days i learned how risky it is to begin a relationship. You're lucky to get someone who will love you forever and ever but most of the time relationship won't last that long. And i witnessed with my own eyes how hurtful it is to be dumped and to end a relationship. I guess i am good being single. When i say being single i mean being single forever. After all, my mom and dad sent me here to study not to think of rubbish and even do rubbish..Mama, papa, popo, for y'all, i'll go on with life happily without involving myself in rubbish and try to lighten people's lives as well =) (papa, i remember)

My 6-months-no-see friend is here in Ozarks studying with me! Very excited because most probably she is gonna be my roommate soon! Really treat her like my very own sister now!

Kristina, Nicole and i = funny people, and really glad that they came into my life bringing me everlasting joy and companion

As usual la Kristina always talk crap hehe~ Lay Hoong and Angust (new Malaysians)

Pervert Malaysian. TFK-ing with Kellie's bball pump.

Patrick and Amy.

WALK ON!

Thank you! It's so cute!! =)

So, guess what! Of course classes started lahh~ This semester is going to be so torturing! I have Composition II (Each assignment has to be 6-8 pages long), Theatre Design (this is really a killer, i have no sense of art at all! I even match my clothes with orange and brown =.=''!!), Calculus II (not so bad if i keep up with my attentiveness), Aerobic Fitness ( Wee, time to lose some weight, but the instructor is too old to teach i think but anyway he is nice and i like the class; sorry basketball T.T), Basic Oral Communication (all about speeches, dang! giving speeches in front of all the whites freaks me out...but i'll do whatever i can) and last but not least, Computer Science (not about computer programs but all about Math! Well, i guess it's one of the consequences of being a Math Major). Anyway, it is not the end of the world yet because i guess i am still doing fine (first week oni lahh) But anyway will try my best to cope.. so don't worry about me =)

Anyway, thank god i am not so addicted to the Caf food this semester, i achieved the Freshman 15 already. I know, it sucks. Trying to rip off every single wobbly part on my body now. I even did a mistake. A big one! Sorry mama papa. When school started, time flies like a rocket. If i actually use a calculator and count, in less than 11 months i am able to be home with my family and friends in Malaysia! I can't wait! I know time will pass very fast, therefore; i won't think about it so much because the more i do that, the slower time will fly..so..come what may =)

Anyway, hopefully this Sunday she comes lor. You know who you are! I am really excited though, i am not very sure how to welcome you but i will try my best to help whatever you need when you arrive. See ya soon!

Alicia.

Byebye Christmas and New Year.


I don't know what is wrong with me. But i am absolutely lifeless now. I live to eat and sleep. I have no choice but to maintain this same condition for another week. Both of them are coming back later than what they told me! I am so depressed !! You won't understand ... bye ...

That year.

I smiled like a freak =.=''

ALCOHOL = ANTIDOTE?



I just need a little appreciation for doing something probably a simple "thank you". But yeah, most of the time she thinks she is worth to be helped. As usual! I know i am supposed to help people sincerely without wishing for anything in return but sometimes it's human nature to hope for maybe something small in return right? Not necessary "thank you" but at least show man, show!! Perhaps i did not help that person, perhaps it was not a help. I feel useless and depressed the past few days especially, insomnia for so many reasons; worrying a lot (not because i was unappreciated but because of a lot more things that i still not letting go). I feel like talking to mom and dad, tried calling them but they were too busy and really had no time for me. Anyway, it's my blog so let me sulk and say things that i don't think anyone would want to listen! I am not really sure whether i hate you or not but i am quite sure right now yes (9.08am U.S.A. time) i hate you i hate you! Don't bother asking me who am i talking about because i won't tell. Dealing with this kind of fucking conditions, best solution is to fucking shut up right? Yes i know, will act VERY NORMAL in front of you ...Happie?

INTERESTING AND HAPPENING LIFE XD

This is what we do everyday! We're kinda proud of ourselves 30 episodes in two days =)) And we conquered 3 shows so far! One of them is kinda lame but we had no choice but to watch it lol and yeah one of the reasons why my laptop alwayz berasap XD

Hehe? No no not mine =X

O.O Alot of rums, martallinis (not sure about its spelling), margaritas, wines, etc at very cheap prices. These are the very old ones.

O.O wuah kaki botols' place!!

I hate this picture. I look 20 years older! I smiled like an idiot, the background like shit, my shirt/jacket made me look super horrible and fat and my bag sucked!! Omg ew..

Recalling that very one time, was it AFT? Yeah i think so, i didn't realize how much i like acting till i came here!

I have a lot of plans in my head! All of a sudden, my mom informed me something. Something i really wished for. It's like a dream...came true..but i am fear of..i don't know! I am scared! So many things can happen. How now?...

I CANNOT STAND YOU ANYMORE !!! ARGHHHHHHH URGHHHH ERRRGHHHHH !!! 12 MORE DAYS?!?!??!??! PLEASE HELP ME !!!