Leetia here ^^

2007-02-01T04:15:00.000+08:00

EXTRA FUN IN OZARKS!

Very sorry to my dear fans of acsydoggie.blogspot.com! I've been quite busy lately taking care of a bunch of new Malaysians. And also my dearest Kellie Tan is here with me ^^. Still the same old sarcastic girl! Always call me fat!! So depressing!! Anyway, the Malaysian family in Ozarks is now enlarged to 15 people (from 6). Something like cancer cells, spreading. 20 over more coming in the Fall semester. I enjoy being their senior even though we are of same age but when they have problem, i feel the pain too and those pains really bother me. Insomnia and keep worrying about them. That's when i realized that i don't treat friendship as something simple and dunno-dun-care. I care! I care for my friends more than myself. As long as they're happy, i am happy! Anyway that does not mean i totally forgot about my dear friends back home. Sorry to ___ that i offended the other day. I am very sorry i was kinda emo..i still can't figure out why i did that but trust me i did not mean it. You still mean a lot to me! I still need you to share my problems! Don't angry and leave me okay !! T.T Miss you...(you know who you are...if you happen to drop by acsydoggie.blogspot.com) Anyway, it has been a while since i last spoke to my parents. Is it better to like not call them for a period of time and let some events to happen first then only discuss with them and share with them? I miss my cute popo..Popo what are you doing? Are you still that thin?..Really feel like calling my popo but she's a bit deaf..most of the time our conversations were like "har? har? har? har?" i won't blame her for that but i am quite tired to repeat myself over and over again but i miss her....!! T.T In the past few days i learned how risky it is to begin a relationship. You're lucky to get someone who will love you forever and ever but most of the time relationship won't last that long. And i witnessed with my own eyes how hurtful it is to be dumped and to end a relationship. I guess i am good being single. When i say being single i mean being single forever. After all, my mom and dad sent me here to study not to think of rubbish and even do rubbish..Mama, papa, popo, for y'all, i'll go on with life happily without involving myself in rubbish and try to lighten people's lives as well =) (papa, i remember)

My 6-months-no-see friend is here in Ozarks studying with me! Very excited because most probably she is gonna be my roommate soon! Really treat her like my very own sister now!

Kristina, Nicole and i = funny people, and really glad that they came into my life bringing me everlasting joy and companion

As usual la Kristina always talk crap hehe~ Lay Hoong and Angust (new Malaysians)

Pervert Malaysian. TFK-ing with Kellie's bball pump.

Patrick and Amy.

2007-01-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

WALK ON!

Thank you! It's so cute!! =)

So, guess what! Of course classes started lahh~ This semester is going to be so torturing! I have Composition II (Each assignment has to be 6-8 pages long), Theatre Design (this is really a killer, i have no sense of art at all! I even match my clothes with orange and brown =.=''!!), Calculus II (not so bad if i keep up with my attentiveness), Aerobic Fitness ( Wee, time to lose some weight, but the instructor is too old to teach i think but anyway he is nice and i like the class; sorry basketball T.T), Basic Oral Communication (all about speeches, dang! giving speeches in front of all the whites freaks me out...but i'll do whatever i can) and last but not least, Computer Science (not about computer programs but all about Math! Well, i guess it's one of the consequences of being a Math Major). Anyway, it is not the end of the world yet because i guess i am still doing fine (first week oni lahh) But anyway will try my best to cope.. so don't worry about me =)

Anyway, thank god i am not so addicted to the Caf food this semester, i achieved the Freshman 15 already. I know, it sucks. Trying to rip off every single wobbly part on my body now. I even did a mistake. A big one! Sorry mama papa. When school started, time flies like a rocket. If i actually use a calculator and count, in less than 11 months i am able to be home with my family and friends in Malaysia! I can't wait! I know time will pass very fast, therefore; i won't think about it so much because the more i do that, the slower time will fly..so..come what may =)

Anyway, hopefully this Sunday she comes lor. You know who you are! I am really excited though, i am not very sure how to welcome you but i will try my best to help whatever you need when you arrive. See ya soon!

Alicia.

2007-01-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

Byebye Christmas and New Year.

I don't know what is wrong with me. But i am absolutely lifeless now. I live to eat and sleep. I have no choice but to maintain this same condition for another week. Both of them are coming back later than what they told me! I am so depressed !! You won't understand ... bye ...

2007-01-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

That year.

I smiled like a freak =.=''

2007-01-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

ALCOHOL = ANTIDOTE?

I just need a little appreciation for doing something probably a simple "thank you". But yeah, most of the time she thinks she is worth to be helped. As usual! I know i am supposed to help people sincerely without wishing for anything in return but sometimes it's human nature to hope for maybe something small in return right? Not necessary "thank you" but at least show man, show!! Perhaps i did not help that person, perhaps it was not a help. I feel useless and depressed the past few days especially, insomnia for so many reasons; worrying a lot (not because i was unappreciated but because of a lot more things that i still not letting go). I feel like talking to mom and dad, tried calling them but they were too busy and really had no time for me. Anyway, it's my blog so let me sulk and say things that i don't think anyone would want to listen! I am not really sure whether i hate you or not but i am quite sure right now yes (9.08am U.S.A. time) i hate you i hate you! Don't bother asking me who am i talking about because i won't tell. Dealing with this kind of fucking conditions, best solution is to fucking shut up right? Yes i know, will act VERY NORMAL in front of you ...Happie?

2007-01-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING AND HAPPENING LIFE XD

This is what we do everyday! We're kinda proud of ourselves 30 episodes in two days =)) And we conquered 3 shows so far! One of them is kinda lame but we had no choice but to watch it lol and yeah one of the reasons why my laptop alwayz berasap XD

Hehe? No no not mine =X

O.O Alot of rums, martallinis (not sure about its spelling), margaritas, wines, etc at very cheap prices. These are the very old ones.

O.O wuah kaki botols' place!!

I hate this picture. I look 20 years older! I smiled like an idiot, the background like shit, my shirt/jacket made me look super horrible and fat and my bag sucked!! Omg ew..

Recalling that very one time, was it AFT? Yeah i think so, i didn't realize how much i like acting till i came here!

I have a lot of plans in my head! All of a sudden, my mom informed me something. Something i really wished for. It's like a dream...came true..but i am fear of..i don't know! I am scared! So many things can happen. How now?...

2007-01-03T05:15:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT STAND YOU ANYMORE !!! ARGHHHHHHH URGHHHH ERRRGHHHHH !!! 12 MORE DAYS?!?!??!??! PLEASE HELP ME !!!

2006-12-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS 2006

This Christmas ar...no papa, no mama, no popo, no yinmay, no kellie, no alvina, no ah gu, no cousins and no KL friends lor..but i am grateful that i have Huei Yin bringing me to her brother's house and willing to spend her break with me =) They treat me very good in fact, helping me to gain weight =.='' i insisted to pay her brother back for the expenses here but he refused to accept. I have no idea what to do but i guess in future, when i become a millionaire *blush* i will pay him back lah =) We sleep and eat continuously everyday. To make it clearer, it goes like this: sleep ==> wake up ==> eat ==> sleep ==> puzzle ==> eat ==> sleep ==> movie ==> sleep.
The cycle goes on and on but we had fun (almost all the time) I watched alot of movies too, those that i missed in Malaysia now am able to catch up with most of them. Watching movies make me homesick sometimes, i just finished watching Click and it talks about mostly family stuff! (T.T) Anyway i am not going to sulk about homesickness anymore, i know i've been doing that a lot. Can't change the fact that i am here right? All i can do is try to survive this entire coming year and till December 14th 2007, back to Malaysia and spend a wonderful and glorious Christmas with my family and friends! Counting down the days from now already, i even mapped out goals for next year.

The finished product. I did not contribute as much as Huei Yin did. I have to say that she is a very hardworking and never-give-up girl. I helped her to start and i gave up half-way because that stupid cloth part just pissed me off!

The joy is on her face!

Woot!

Almost done!!!

2006-12-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS 2006 #2

Yeap. I went shopping spree in Branson, Missouri. Spent quite a lot (T.T) But the clothes there were seriously cheap and nice.

Huei Yin enjoying Hershey's.

My turn my turn!! =P

HERSHEY'S! My favourite now! Special dark with almonds, milk chocolate, extra creamy with almond: Heaven~ I did not realize how much i love chocolates until this Christmas! One of the very few reasons why i love America =)

To be frank, i cannot really recall when was the last time i drank water since i bought this. So good, so nice and so much pulp! Yummy~ i think my body is now consisting of 70% of orange juice instead of 70% water =D

Tastes about the same as Famous Amos but not as good. 0.50 cents cheaper than Famous Amos so whatever lahh..

One of the reasons why i look like a ball now.

Best tofu ever!

Slurp~

2006-12-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

INSPIRATIONAL PICTURES
Spend only a few minutes of your time and think about these people...

2006-12-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY NIGHT DINNER.

Special thanks to Gary Tan, Huei Yin's brother for bringing us: the homeless people of Ozarks for a special dinner at Ruby Tuesday. Super delicious and filling food. Began with a non-refillable tortillas and colored nachos.

Huei Yin's food. Yummy isn't it?

Huy's. Same as Huei Yin but beef.

Mine! I just gotta say this. It was very delicious and the shrimps are like bouncing cute little balls. When they reached my teeth, i could actually feel them bouncing on my tongue and teeth. Super fresh and tasty! =)

Homeless people's dinner.

2006-12-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY SORRY BUT I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT THIS IS VERY FUNNY! :
ANIMALS HAVE THEIR OWN WAYS TOO !!

CUTE RIGHT? ^^

2006-12-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

I FORGOT ABOUT INTERMEDIATE VALUE THEOREM !!!
IT'S JUST DIRECT SUBSTITUTION AND I FORGOT !!! *SLICE WRIST*

2006-12-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

FINALS~

Mmhm. Having finals now. Tomorrow is Calculus's turn; i am very scared. It's gonna have a lot of graphing and relative and absolute extrema crapz. Anyways, super sick of studying so decided to blog a while here. 2 more days to end this semester. Time is passing real fast as though unbelievable. I think a year more is just going to fly by, and i really can't wait! At times, i really imagine myself sitting in the airplane waiting for it to land in KLIA. I could actually close my eyes and have a very clear view about it. Hopefully my friends will be there and i know for sure my mom and dad are going to be there (they have to pick me up mar =P). Gonna have lots of huggies and crying to do. But, it's going to be such a great day isn't it. Had a lucky draw thingy last nite on campus. There were alot of prizes including a plasma television. I did not win anything, it was really a bad day for me yesterday. I was sitting there with my friends dreaming about me getting the plasma television. Guess what i would have done with it if i won it? Yup, i would sell it and buy air ticket to come back and see you all! I guess i am destined to stay here for this Christmas. Some say i worry too much about my life and like to torture myself. They asked me enjoy my life here. Well, it's not like i never try or what. I don't think being homesick is a bad thing; it tells me how much i treasure people in my home. Anyway, i am glad i have a place to go during this break, better than Thanksgiving when i had to sit in my room and be so freaking scared at night.

I miss you guys very much. Very very much.

"like a clown i put on a show, the pain is real even if nobody knows and i'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me...life's so lonely, days are so sad and i just keep thinking about the love that we had and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me"

Latest BBQ Equipment =D

3D Painting

2006-12-06T08:57:00.000+08:00

URGH!

Am i picky in choosing friends? Do i always think i am a perfectionist? WTF. Well, i guess i should stop getting too close to people that i followed my instincts. Fucking ones. Damn emo now. Just want to hide in my room and pretend to not hear anything when phone rings and people knocking on my door. Stupid people. Anyway, had another calculus test today; don't know how i do though. Monologue when entered the exam hall and stared at the first question: "WTH?" No idea what the question was. So, no mood for the rest of the paper. Sigh, less than a week to finals. 6 chapters in Calculus, 9 chapters in Accounting and a super long play.Urgh, whatever! Can't call home: out of credit but missing mom, dad and popo like crazy, urgh! Food here getting more and more sucky everyday - yucky casserole, plain meat, pizza, pasta, blueky salad, lembik french fries, overcooked vegetables, it's hell here. Don't come to Arkansas!

Christmas coming! Emo month! Wee?

Fucked off,
acsydoggie

2006-12-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Home...

You would think by now,
I would know my way around,
I shouldn't miss you so badly,
I should be on familiar ground.

How many more lonely years,
must meander by,
until I learn the lesson,
it does no good to cry.

What manner of iron will,
must some people possess,
to be always looking forward,
to never accept regress.

Perhaps if I was willing,
to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place,
in this unfamiliar land.

Perhaps I'm only homesick,
for all the joys that once were mine,
I must accept that they and you,
belong to another place and time.

But I know that deep within my heart,
there's a place where only you reside,
and when the pain of loneliness comes,
it knows that is where I hide.

So if sometimes it seems to you,
I'm clinging to the past,it's mostly because
I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last.

No matter how hard I try,
I've yet to get over you,
for the part of me that's still alive,
believes you love me too.

Maybe there will come a day,
when that part will finally die,
and feeling strong with a heart reborn,
a new love I will finally try.

And what a splendid day that will be,
when I awaken to discover,
I'm happily learning a great new land,
with great new friends and lovers.

2006-12-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

SNOW SNOW SNOW!!

mmhmm ... Snow!

Yeah fat me =.=

2 cute girls LoL

O.O like cartoon ...

no snow wan ?? =(

2006-12-01T11:11:00.000+08:00

ALICIA CHUA SEOW YEN by the time she returns to Malaysia. (Be sure to recognize!)

2006-12-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

IT'S...IT'S...IT'S...IT'S...IT'S...SNOWING OUTSIDE!!!

aaaaa i woke up from a nap at 6.45pm and when i was about to head for dinner, guess what!! SNOW~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~. Wish you guyz were here. So that i can take advantage and hug people nyeheheh =)) It's very pretty seeing the snow flying around in the air. Due to the temperature of the weather, i......i...keep eating like a pig!!! Hungry so fast. Mama, help me!!!!!!! Anyway, i miss climbing mountains. Though they have mountains here...but they aren't the type of mountains i want. =\! And also not with the people that i wish to climb with. Missing scouts like crazy. Campfires, camps, senseless songs, weirds claps, crazy dances. Sigh. What's left? = Memories. Not gonna stay here and self pity in my room during any break anymore. Felt like an idiot. But where to..? Undecided. Do you think i should fly myself to New York? About..$200. Add one more '0' behind, i can go back to tanahair d. =(( Feel like flying to New York tho. Doubt that my parents will allow. Not like they can do anything also =P!!

Well, i am currently procastinating. I have loads of homework and 3 tests next week. Hehe my spirit and hardworking-ness often swing. At a certain period of the semester, I would work my ass off for everything but after a while i would go back to my original self - lazy pig. Missing Mid Valley, Megamall like nuts. GSC still sending me weekly updates eventhough i unsubscribed. Happy Feet - didn't watch. Flushed away - didn't watch. Casino Royale - didn't watch. Okay, to be frank, Arkansas is like a jungle state. A very deep one. To get to a shopping complex, it's like travelling from KL to Malacca. (T.T) Not funny! The only interesting place and can get stuff that are so called 'cheap' is Wal-Mart. I wanna go back!! I think ... I am more like a city person. I like to hear the sound of cars..maybe banging?..alot of people around me, busy city with beautiful roadlights at night, various restaurants and bars that are available 24/7...and..i just like the feeling that there are alot of people around me. Now? Totally opposite. But people would just say this is the best place to study because there's no distractions. I mean, come on, i am only 18! Too young to be tortured! (T.T)

Missing muah gang in tanahair. Missing their insults and cranky jokes. Missing those times when i can actually have 2 coleslaws per KFC meal =)) and the times when i can just insert my hand into their popcorns' boxes during movies. (T.T) Hmm..what else, and also sitting in the car deciding where to go, while the driver goes "where? where? if u ol not gonna say anything, i'm just gonna send everyone home!", having last-minute-planned trips, falling down during ice-skating (erm, not really lah..) and people carrying me up ^^.

Okay, i was just really bored. Gonna eat M&M's now. Byes =)
Don't miss me too much k. =))
*kembang*

2006-11-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

OH GOODNESS! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME ...

"Everyone's heard warnings about the "freshman 15," but is it true that many college students pack on 15 pounds during their first year at school? Recent studies find that some first-year students are indeed likely to gain weight. Researchers at Cornell University found that students gained an average of 4 pounds during the first 12 weeks of their freshman year - a rate of gain that is 11 times higher than the typical weight gain for 17- and 18-year-olds.
Not everyone's destined to gain the full frosh 15, though: A multi-year study by researchers at Tufts University found that, on average, men gain 6 pounds and women gain 4.5 during their first year of college.

What's Behind First-Year Weight Gain?
College offers many temptations. You're on your own and free to eat what you want, when you want it. You can pile on the portions in the dining hall, eat meals of french fries and ice cream, and indulge in sugary and salty snacks to fuel late-night study sessions. In addition, you may not get as much exercise as you did in high school.
College is also a time of change, and the stress of acclimating to school can trigger overeating. People sometimes eat in response to anxiety, homesickness, sadness, or stress, and all of these can be part of adapting to being away at school."

Adapted from http://kidshealth.org/teen/school_jobs/college/freshman_15.html

2006-11-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

FAYETTEVILLE ~

Colours of Fall approaching Winter =)

Sky in America ~

They are real!

Beautiful =)

JC PENNEY!!

Looks like KLCC ...

2006-11-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

WHAT WE DO WHEN WE'RE BORED ...

Yeah. Thanksgiving break now. One word - BORING!. Well, i guess it is my bad for not following my friend to Atlanta. Thought of staying here and study my arse off for finals. I did like...5% of my work. Succeeded? Maybe. LoL. I am kinda petrified now. I am the only one staying on this floor! I can't really sleep, keep imagining stuff. Dang... Anyway last night we had like a Thanksgiving dinner, Turkey dinner actually, so Keen Seong and I decided to cook vegetables curry and fried wan-ton. Quite successful but the curry did not taste so good tho (T.T). I tried my best..America's curry just isn't the same as Malaysia's. Sobs. Anyway they gave me some fake compliments ..=.=''

Just some pictures for your mouth to be watery! =P

Excuse me =P teeehee

Dip with chili sauce!

More. More. More!!!

After

The frying process...

Before

Vegetables curry

Mmmmm..... =P

2006-11-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

MEMPHIS!!! ...REMEMBER ELVIS PRESLEY? =P

Asians!

MEMPHIS!!

LOL!!

HARD ROCK CAFE!

MEMPHIS STREET..

IT WAS SHIVERING.. (T.T)

ME.ANNA

GEEK OF THE DAY - MS. TAN HUEI YIN

BUNCH OF US

SEONG.NA

GILA JOHNNY WONG. KRISTINA

AMY.SEONG

2006-11-16T02:36:00.000+08:00

Proof.

2006-11-11T09:17:00.000+08:00

LOL...

Best Google Ad.

Dang...

Reminds me of my mama... =P

Kitty...T.T

2006-11-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

3.00a.m. ENTRY ...

Hi ..i...can't sleep. I have too much to stuff to think about. Seriously, i am tired. Am i born to be a slave? Or am i just too easy to be bullied. I feel like one at this moment. Since young, i was taught that whenever i treat people good, they will treat me the same way too. I have to be good to people, care about their feelings and respect them. Well, i guess i did. It did not seem to work like the way i was taught. I am tired of doing things for people, in fact, tired of being their slaves. Saying 'no' seemed to be easy for others but certainly not me. I put my trust on someone...someone i thought could be my good listener. Apparently not.

I lied to myself telling myself that was just some negative sides but it got worse and i am at the end of my rope on it because i can't stand it anymore. Saying something so 'saintly' in front of you and telling others a total different thing about you, just drives me crazy! Tell me if you didn't want me to do that. Don't tell others before confronting me. For god's sake, please respect me. Your bad times, i was there for you. My bad times, where were you? Backstabbing me i guess. Gossips are bad. SERIOUSLY. They hurt people like shit. Words can be sharper than alot of knives stabbing you at once. Words can tell how much a person appreciates you and i really found out about you. You disappointed me more that i could imagine and really, unexpected. Dad once told me to treat people around me as aquaintances and don't put all my trust on them and only trust myself. I did not listen. I followed my instincts and they lied to me and i am so hurt now.

Recalling that very one time when i really felt stupid and useless and very down, you were laughing away with others and say words that made me felt like an idiot or someone that's not even close to rubbish. Well, i did not blame you for that because you gave me the courage to be better than you. I do not like competitions. They make me have terrible headaches. I don't feel like competing with you anymore. I just wanna try to stay away from you...you make me look a bum, you understand? I am very much like you too, i need people to understand and be there to comfort me too. The world does not revolves around you! Don't force me anymore because if you do, i can't guarantee what i'll do next, hopefully it will not hurt you physically, but i am bad at hurting people with words, unlike you. Please, just stay away from me ...at least for some time. I need a break.

2006-10-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

2006-10-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Hehehe. Surprisingly i am celebrating =P It's so fun scaring people around the campus!
Anyway i was too crazy i guess. =(

The Grudge?

Erm. Too much lah..

Damn...

In between Kristina and Amy (from Thailand)

Grr..!!

I like this ! =P

2006-10-17T08:20:00.000+08:00

MORE MORE MORE ~

aHah ini muka baru betul! =P

Yeap. I boiled it. Very good business! =P

Soup campur mihun baru sedap mar...

Fried noodles by brathaa Joel and tai ka cheh Anna

Kristina busy busy serving ~

Serving..0.0 what was i doing?

Candid? LoL taken by brathaa Joel

Late at night...there were 2 hungry ghosts..

2006-10-17T04:46:00.000+08:00

FALL FESTIVAL '06 = MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Yeap. Worldwide some more. Every country must cook a special dish. Guess what? Malaysia was the best. Muahaha..We had mushroom chicken soup + meehoon (Me & Keen Seong), Longan Juice (Keen Seong), Char Siew (Kristina), Fried mee (Joel and Anna) Malaysia Boleh!! Our booth most business...so busy..everyone wants to try my Oriental soup ~ =P blush blush no la they wanna try ALL our food also hehe..

MALAYSIA BOLEH !!! (Oops wrong face!)

Kristina.Me

Actually there are a few more pictures but i am too tired to upload. T.T Been raining whole day and i've been soaking in this jacket for 10 hours...Feeling sick now. Calculus test coming soon...oh no !! Screw it lahh..gonna be in a play soon !! Can't wait XD !!

2006-10-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

Come What May...

I don't know what is my problem. I put all my effort in that particular essay but still, i screwed it. Not destined for English. Serious shit. So sad almost burst and cried but i did not. Learning to be strong. Christmas is near and i guess one by one my malaysian friends here will be leaving me. Planning to hibernate in room anyway. LoL.
Oya today had my acting class and presented a scene with my partner. The lecturer complimented me! ^^v i might...might be majoring or minoring in Theatre. I feel fun and happy acting. But, my parents did not send me all the way here to act. So not sure yet but no harm as an alternative ...erm erm career right?
Haih seen Moulin Rouge? =)

"Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day"

by: Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman.

Spoke to mom and dad this afternoon, they were worried about whether i am having enough meals or not. Aiyoh..here is the evidence ( taken late at night ) - Indomie

2006-10-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

EL-PARIAN NIGHT

Eat, dance and everything. Ear drums burst. Food = pure satisfactory! ^^

Me.Aoife (super sarcastic girl from Ireland)

Me.Megan (Kristina's roommate)

Daisy.Me.Joyce(From Hong Kong!!)

Kristina pigging.

My food! - Enchilla

Coke ~

Nachos. SO much!! Refiiled 5 times.

Me.Tina in on the way to El-Parian

Me.Tina.Zyanja ^^v

2006-10-04T03:55:00.000+08:00

DEFEATED CALCULUS. BWAHAHAHA

Yay ~ Yay~ Yay~ i got 90 for second Calculus test!! A !! Finally after sleepless nights and homework piled up like Everest. Oh my god i tore my skin and went to see my professor right after lunch to ask him for my marks. Did super stupid mistakes. Haihs. Can you believe it? I forgot Luas permukaan Sfera !! T.T stupid stupid anyway waiting for mama wake up to inform her =P And oya the panty song, i like the tune la but didn't know the lyrics macam tu...=( i will change but wait lahhh ...=P Damn it defeated Calculus so what? still have Scenes to go, accounting quizzes, acting tests, composition (5 pages each assignments : startinG from now on) T.T

Thanksgiving break is coming : end of october.

Some friends are going somewhere. Leaving me here. T.T I wanna go back. Just feel like having a nice dinner with papa and mama so much. Suneetha's birthday = Oct 3rd. I remembered!! ^^v and the most saddening one - Papa's - Oct 18th. Any suggestion what to buy for a man's birthday and preferably affordable? Missing papa and mama and fellow friends. Don't always maple lahhh... T.T talk to me also lah - i'm a lonely little petunia ~ ~ by Imogen Heap. Sounds abit desperate and needing attention but nice song LoL. Hiya boring ar didn't get to donate blood cuz i took my TB and MMR shots 2 weeks ago. T.T So they don't want my blood. Idiots. Their loss. My blood so precious also don't want.

Blog till here ~ Gotta go stupid Composition class. The teacher kept giving topics about clones and robots and machines. I think she is a clone herself or perhaps a machine. She is very slow in giving reponses to people. Poor her. Pantat head la!

2006-09-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

...::: HANDS :::...

Likely, it was your mother or father who first held your hand when you began taking baby steps. Having a parent hold your hand while you were out in the world made you feel safe, protected from any harm. Later, hand-holding was likely done in friendship with your schoolmates or siblings. Holding hands is definitely a heart-connected activity!

Hands - aren't they special?

2006-09-21T19:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPO !!

Hehe of course i remember my popo's birthday! Popo one year older already. Usually every year i will give kisses on both her cheeks 12 a.m sharp! This year i cannot do so. Called her and wished her. Both of us cried T.T She - the best grandma in the world! I used to scold her at times when i was home. I feel so super guilty now T.T sorry popo...wait for me come back and repay whatever i owe u T.T !!

And so..my day was super pathetic..had 3 classes in the morning.. MISSED all..Overslept. Got up at 11.40am. Super panic started jumping and screaming. Ran out to my fren's room and started sulking. She told me not to instead should see my lecturers. Thank god they were kind! They accepted my homework and taught me some stuff personally. Thank god !! >.<>

2006-09-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

Sunday : Blueks !

So yeah that was my freaking ugly Sunday. Got up at 11am..went brunch and then came back told myself i must finish reading that book. End up drooling on my pillow till 3pm !! Exactly the time to leave for the play..rushed like a gila babi ran to the meeting place. Managed! And the journey to and fro = 4hrs omg had mexican food for dinner..ok la...stomach felt kinda upset after that =( the saddest part of the day - i missed cooking with my malaysian frens !! T.T but they left food for me hehe..Tom Yam Mee Hoon, Green Bean dessert and spring rolls by our dedicated chef Keen Seong and Kristina, Anna, Joel..and Huei Yin. Dats all ...for a Sunday !! omg..i hate long journeys backache everywhere pain...haihs..ok la gtg for class now miz u guyz in Malaysia ler..here very isolated ...and i grew up in a city la !!!!!!!!! T.T !!!!!!

CHIMICHANGA ~

The setting of the play - Moonlight and Magnolias

2006-09-17T15:53:00.000+08:00

CHINESE RESTAURANT. Okkkk laaaaaaaa...

Oh hehe so i had dinner at Russelleville's Chinese Restaurant. It's a "chinese" restaurant. Their food mostly sweet wan !! wth ...but they were not that bad at least good enough to reach my intestines. But the soup and fried bee hoon and fried rice were bad. One thing i seriously don't understand why their rice always got one kinda smell. I think they don't wash their rice before they cook wan. Eeee lol assuming onli lor. Hahaha my classmates were suffering with the spoon and fork. So funny i was having fun. Cuz i've been using them since 1? or 2?..Haha !! And...dinner was FREEEEEEE....the reason why i had 3 rounds of buffet !! lol !!...Eating like pig these few days. Cuz...depression is haunting me...too much undone work. Piling up day by day...Ok gtg go do now. Here are some pics of the food i ate. =)

Egg soup. i think i can boil better. =(

This wasn't so bad.

Fried Bee Hoon !!

Sweet and sour pork !!

Prawn sushis. Seriously the Carrefour's ones are better =P

Sushi.

Sushi lor.

Yeap. The restaurant.

2006-09-17T15:38:00.000+08:00

Saturday ~ Lovin it

Me and Kopee ^^v

Super cute kittens =)

AWW......shooo cute !!

Keen Seong and baby puppy !! ^^

2006-09-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

PUPPY !!! NEW BORN !!!

Keen Seong and big guard dog

I love Kopee... very very wanted to stay with it ya noe !! T.T

OMG...HOW CUTE !!! KOPEEEEEEE

muaks to Kopee

Hehe ...really damn cute la..

Friends ~

We were not allowed to play with it. Too aggresive.

Same same wan er. Shooo cuteee

From bottom left : Alfredo, Keen Seong, Me & Veronica !

2006-09-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

I AM TIRED

Yes. I am extremely tired and sleepy. But still gotta finish up dis stupid boring essay. I hate composition. Been sleeping like 4 hours every. Oh my god Friday please faster come! Now i really understand why Yin May and Kellie alwiz waiting for the weekends lol! I used to think "huh? why wanna wait for friday? it's just another boring normal day"..Haha well, had my calculus test on tuesday. Sorry mama and papa i didn't do well. But i swear and promise i will study and revise more from now on. Spoke to the lecturer ..he said it's not THAT bad there's room for improvement. I just need more initoative and effort. I WILL I WILL. My aim is 90 and above for the next test. I am not being kiasuor anything la. Just that i came here with a scholarship if i cannot maintain GPA of 3.0 i will lose my scholarship. DAMN IT. i think i am like the closest to lose it among the Malaysians here. Haih weekends here are like so boring...no basketball, no movies, no lepaking, no neelas and no crap. Just....rot in my room and wait for brunch and then dinner. And yay yay ~ i am goin to the Animal Shelter on Saturday !!! It's sorta like SPCA in Malaysia. ^^ hopefully kena another dog bite on my left thigh then even edi !! ^^v Oya and just wanna take this opportunity to apologise to those that i alwiz never reply in msn. Really busy lately.

I still have alot of work to do. But the o2jam icon is super tempting man. I am seriously addicted to it everyday i need to play at least 20 songs. That also right after that i need to get out of my room and go to the library to resist omg omg. And i think i told most of you, i MANAGED mission to level 24 i am level 27 now. PHEW u noe how long that took me ....like a month !! not continuously la but still..passed with MILK CHOCOLATE =) 812 cools !! ^^ gosh, i should stop o2jam rite? i noe..but i kenot la....its too nice. Seriously it is the main reason why my calculus test result like that. I will try harder to resist! Lol wei miss you guys laaaaaaaa i wanna go GSC watch movie and eat caramel popcorn!! T.T somebody parcel me .....i ask papa pay u all back T.T pwees

2006-09-04T11:50:00.000+08:00

OH YES YES WE MADE IT !!

Yay we managed !! Guess what we cooked :
- Curry Chicken + potatoes + ladies fingers + taupok
- Longan Juice
- Agar agar Milo
- Keropok Udang
- Fried Rice Canto style
- Fried mee + char siew
- fried Kau choi
- Ma Po Tau Fu
- Fried Brinjals
- Rice
- Cili Padi

- Fu Yong eggs

Extremely Delicious !!
Muahahahahaha worth all the scars on my palm !! =P

2006-09-03T11:55:00.000+08:00

LIVE LIFE COOL ~

Hey there's an asian market here !!! Went yesterday and bought alot of food to cook !! Yay ~ I am one of the cooks~ ^^v *blush*

so comfy, <3 at 1st sight = $3.37

Yes yes Julie's from Malaysia

MILO !!!!!!!!!!

aLL rEady For Pisang Goreng !

Potatoes for Curry Chicken

my life brighteners

Heh ~ just playin around

heh..

Trademark will follow me everywhere

Hehe just a lil update of my life here. Missing Malaysia! and my beloved people there...sobs

Take care k u guyz...

2006-08-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

WHERE IS MY BICYCLE? o.o

LOL ! I am bored... No class till 1pm Yay ~ Mama, Papa ..why dun wanna pick up house phone? T.T sobs my parents don't want me edi..They decided to dump me here T.T

2006-08-28T07:48:00.000+08:00

You gave me a reason for standin' still. Yes, you !

Guess what. I should stop saying i miss you to you. Yes, you! Because i really do and each time i say it i add 5% more and i will open my bag and start packing. =.='' Anyway, i misssss you!! Yes, you!! Just had my dinner. 2 slices of meat with black pepper sauce. Nice? i don't know. Just eating for the sake that i paid for it. What you all doin in Malaysia? Sleeping lahhh... Why sleeping? Because it's nighttime there lahh... But why?...Okay this is gettin lame..anyway found this funny crap wanna share with yall lor...=P

This table was for sale on Ebay. How can u tell it is being sold by a man?

Can you solve this riddle?

Know the answer?

Ok la i tell you now...

Ok..look at the mirror in the picture! OMG rite? LoL *heek heek*

2006-08-26T14:22:00.000+08:00

PICTURES PICTURES hehe ~

i dropped Judaism, Christianity and Islam !! Yay ~ Taking Fundamentals Of Acting lol! Hopefully i can do well. Don't ask me why i take it because i don't know! LoL..

i am in a state of...i don't know what..but when i hear this song, i feel like...i am near to those that i really love...*tears dripping* i remember...it was the song i heard in the car on the way to KLIA....

Watch my life,

Pass me by,

In the rear view mirror

Pictures frozen in time

Are becoming clearer

I don't wanna waste another day

Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]

Cause I want you,

And I feel you,

Crawling underneath my skin

Like a hunger,

Like a burning,

To find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken,

And I'm faded,

I'm half the man

I thought I would be:

But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,

Little by little,

No where to go,

But going out of my mind

In endless circles,

Running from my self until,

You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,

Barely breathing,

Give me something,

To believe in

Tell me:

It's not all in my head

Take what's left

Of this man

Make me whole

Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see

I'm going out of my mind

Out of my mind

I'm just running in circles all the time

Will you take what's left

Will you take what's left of me?

Running in circles in my mind

Will you take what's left

Will you take what's left of me?

2006-08-26T07:50:00.000+08:00

WANNA SEE MY PICS? =P

FEEL LIKE JUMPING IN?

NICE ~ FOUNTAIN ^^

THE MOST OUCH PLACE...CUZ I PAID MY FEES THERE !

WALKER HALL

JUST A LITTLE TASTE OF THE VIEW HERE

MY TEMPAT KERJA SOON !

LIBRARY

HEHE?

PARK ?

MUAKS TO MY SHOES FOREVER ~

2006-08-26T05:59:00.000+08:00

MY ROOM

THE PATH TO MY ROOM

MY DORM'S STAIRS

YAY I WAS RIGHT BESIDE THE WING ~

CLOUDS ~

STUPID TV - ALL JAPANESE

HUEI YIN , ME

ME WITH STUPID VEHICLE - MY EAR DRUMS BURST

THE STUPID VEHICLE THAT PISAHKAN ME FROM MY LOVED ONES

2006-08-22T08:29:00.000+08:00

CLASS STARTS TOMORROW!

NERVOUS? no..i wanna go back T.T i miss my friends and family i wanna see them, i wanna go out with them ..i just wanna be around them T.T

So, discussed with my professor about my major and minor this mornin.. i am now majoring in Mathematics and minoring in Accounting and core courses are...Judaism, Christianity and Islam, Composition 1 and Critical Inquiry (compulsory) books are expensive. Heartache buying T.T

So, Woei Hsian and Eunice drove all the way here to find me and belanja me makan and brought me some snacks. Nice people. When they were here, i felt very much at home cuz..in the car they were listening to those chinese songs that my dad likes..T.T

I called my mama at 7.00pm here it means 8.00am there...she was in a hurry to bathe and go work i didn't get to talk much to her i heard from her my dad fell down while at work...papaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T he injured his right knee!! T.T can't help it..i cried for like 15 minutes ... miss my papa when i was injured last time...like numerous times..my papa never fail to take good care of me...really hope he is okay..

Because of time difference i seldom get to see my friends online T.T i wanna talk to you guys so much !! email is sort of becoming our only way to communicate.. T.T damn sad... just to let you guys have a rough idea of how my schedule is like..

.........MON...............TUE.....................WED.........................THU.........................FRI
8am Calculus........ Calculus............ Calculus ...................Calculus

9am

10am Accounts................................. Accounts................................................ Accounts

11am Critical Inq. ...........................Critical Inq............................................. Critical Inq.

12am ......................... JCI ........................................................JCI.....................................

1pm

2pm

3pm

4pm .........................COM 1................................................... COM 1 .....................................

5pm

6pm

mon, wed and fri classes - 50 minutes

tue and thurs classes - 1 hour 15 mins

the schedule may vary because i might get a job soon ..but i dunno work as what T.T
bbye people..

*missing malaysia*
possession of going back = 98.56%

2006-08-20T03:43:00.000+08:00

180 degrees change ....

Hah i am in University Of The Ozarks, Arkansas now!! woohooo.. not much things to be proud about. Except that i have scholarships to get here and in a university? ..wow?

Got here on the 16th around 7 something pm...yeah so ...cried like a mad freak for the first few days even now at this moment..I miss so many people..i really wanna go back home..here's kinda like 'hell' to me...Back in Malaysia, i have friends to hang out with and talk about personal problems and even care about each as well as accompany each other ...here..not even a single one..at first, really got to know a few..but i think i seemed boring to them..or anti social..somehow their topics or interests don't match me..? i don't know..i really find it very tough to make friends here..i tried..and tried and tried...i even calling up people to have lunch and dinner with me...(damn desperate i know!) but...i mean i am just trying to make friends..... Sometimes they pick up sometimes they don't or sometimes they say yes and probably feeling uncomfortable. Man, i really hate forcing people to be my friend. Hahaha have you ever been ordered to do things? have you ever been scolded or mocked or embarrassed in front of the crowd? yea just in these few days...all those things happened to me. She is really taking me for granted i know! I tried my best to avoid her..she somehow will appear in front of me and ruin my life. You know, when i'd finally able to socialise with people, she would distract that person from me and take that person as her officially friend. How do you want me to go on with life like this? Life here is really getting tough, having meals alone, sitting alone in classes doing everything alone is really a big change...yinmay, kellie and alvina..i never knew that you guyz are so important to me..in fact i kinda realised that i can't live without you guys...i really miss you all like crazy ..i really wanna go back to malaysia really really. I think this is really more than homesick. I even set up a plan to go back malaysia. This is the plan, i am gonna get a job probably on monday supposed to get today but most of the offices are closed. And...i am gonna work very very hard to earn money though i am limited to 20 hours per week ...but i am gonna work very very very very hard to earn some money goin back to malaysia to see you all!! You know, every night i just have to look at the album that you all gave me if not i really find it hard to sleep. When i see you guyz in pictures i really feel that you all are near to me. I miss my parents like crazy too..especially my mom i really really miss how she cared about me when i was sick and now that i am..i really don't know how to take care of myself i cough like until blood nearly came out and my fever last nite was...really killin me..now's not so bad. I really miss everyone in Malaysia. Thinking about you guys there, i really don't feel like studying here anymore.

Missing you guyz....ALOT

2006-08-15T03:09:00.000+08:00

MATHS IS FUN !
maybe not at this moment ...

LoL last day here.
Thank you everyone.
You guys really mean alot to me.
Whereever i am i will always remember you people.
Keep in touch with me still !!

Sobs. It's not a comfortable night. Can't get near the pillow cause after a few minutes it will be wet with tears.

Memories keep flashing through my mind.

songs that we sang together..

she'll be comin round the mountain when she comes

she'll be comin round the mountain she'll be comin round the mountain

she'll be comin round the mountain when she comes.

lu lu la lu lu la lu la le lu la lu la lu la lu la le

lu lu la lu lu la lu la lu la le lu la lu la lu la le

You are my sunshine my only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you

So please don't take my sunshine awayT

he other night dear as I lay dreaming

I dreamt that you were by my side

Came disillusion when I awoke dear

You were gone and then I cried

You are my sunshine my only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you

So please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once dear there'd be no other

That no one else could come between

But now you've left me to love another

You have broken all my dreams

You are my sunshine my only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you

So please don't take my sunshine away ...

my life during primary practically sucked all the way until standard 5 and 6...

i started having my precious friends when i was in secondary..and they really shaped up my life into what i am today. whenever people bully me, they would stand up for me, always there for me and lend me their shoulders...and help me whenever i need...not even sure whether i can survive without them now.

my family....my popo, my papa and mama...omg...i have to stop now ...my body is running out of water...

2006-08-13T04:13:00.000+08:00

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.......

2006-08-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

DURIAN DAY

Wow we had alot of durians today. Yummy yummy but now my tummy hurts like hell. So..stupid durians =.= AaAA..guess wat Eric emailed me and ask me not to bring any liquid or gel stuff. MY TOILETRIES!! sobs i bought like so many. And now menguntungkan my mom already..~=( Gotta waste money buying there again. I can super guarantee myself to the u.s people i am not a terrorist la =.= anyway it's U.K's problem why U.S so kpc la...?!

I'm so gonna miss Taman Desa and my friends. And the park, and impian, and neela's and kuchai lama and banana2 and mmorpg...Sobs. You all don't forget me okay T.T come to think of it, what if i kena bom in the plane? oOoOo ~

= silent night = nobody online to talk to me. I need a company T.T my mama just cried again knowing that i have to go so soon. Omg, actually what is the best thing to do when people cry and so happen you're with her/him? If you don't console, they will think we don't care them. If we console, they'll cry more. So how? Haihs. I go jam alone la.

2006-08-09T03:56:00.000+08:00

ENOUGH OR NOT? =\

The receipt

ahh..the stuff =.=''

Yea, when shopping AGAIN. A bit sick ler. Everyday doin this. And the worst part is have to keep thinking whether i missed out something omg. And as usual there will be one of my parents nagging by my side. Haihs but..really hope they can follow me to go there. I don't wanna be alone T.T

Actually i still don't know the things i bought enough or not. I just simply buy only my list is so short. =\ See how la ...

2006-08-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

Sienz

Yeap. Damn boring wei sit at home! Haha so i went to mid valley and did some shopping onli like 2% of the things i spent on for my stay in u.s. LoL. Yea..so came home bathe and maple until now. Maple is...fun i think when you dont have to kill and just pick up items lor.. Thats what i did. HEY HEY i didn't want to but i'm becomin mage wor..so now it's practically useless. Damage damn low!! Ahh so while playin maple i was listenin to tokyo drift soundtracks. Damn nice wei !! To me la. Tracks like these are soothing~ ^^ Tho i have not much interest in the movie but i would say the tracks are ..ICHIBAN ~ Rating : o o o o o o (full)

Oya anyway. Ima leavin on next tuesday 15th August 2006 at 10.50pm - Kuala Lumpur International Airport then my transits are #1 Tokyo and #2 Dallas should be reaching Little Rock, Arkansas on 4.00pm on 16th August (time difference). See ya people. Take care and will get you guyz alot of souvenirs when i am back !!

2006-08-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

Just a lil more of that Wonderful Night ~

Yin May , you ok bo?

Limited edition Parvin lol

er...a sign of friendship hehe =.=''

WUAH the ex-librarians of smkdp ~

Muah form 6 classmates!! The red one and me most bising XD

*flash* frenz ~

2006-08-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

Date : 5 August 2006
Time : 8.00 pm
Venue : Danau Permai

Thank you guyz for everything you did. T.T
No matter where i am around the globe you guyz will always be in my heart. Knowing that i might not be able to celebrate for you guyz any ocassions like birthdays or farewells really hurts! T.T
Here's a little poem for you guyz..

Thank you for being there when I needed you...
and even when I didn't,

Thank you for being there through the good times...
and the bad,

Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams...
and my crazy ideas,

Thank you for catching me...
before I fell down,

Thank you for wiping away the tears...
when I was crying,

Thank you for cheering me up...
and making me laugh,

Thank you for all the great memories...
and the bad,

But most of all...

thank you...
For being you!

Too good to be true T.T

Yin May, Kellie and Mr. Uncivilized

Shiau Hui and Pooi Yen also came T.T

T.T i don't know what to say..i owe u guys too much !!

It's either dota, maple or call of duty.. =.=''

Kellie and me !! ^^

Harold uncivilizing

There are more pics.. but i can't upload them here don't know why.. =(

2006-08-01T04:53:00.000+08:00

BE SELFISH

Yeah.. in life and at times we must be selfish to protect ourselves. Maybe it's fate. Just a lil advice ..DO NOT be TOO serious in anything you do..or else when they come to failures, you are the one that's gonna hurt like shit. No matter how pain you feel, no one's gonna care because it's not their problem. (anymore?) Haha nothing lasts forever. We must know and learn how to end things and not sulk over it right? So..Yeah..just need to sp for now..not feeling that good..Nights.

2006-08-01T03:01:00.000+08:00

SUPER DUPER TRUE !!!

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because
the year ONLYhas 365' days!!

Typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays- 52, Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep- 130 days GONE.. Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing)-means 30days. Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-means 15 days days left 81.

7. Exam days- per year at least 35 days. Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days. Balance 6 days.

9. For sickness- at least 3 days. Remaining days=3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day??????!!!!!!!!!!
Balance = 0

2006-07-30T02:29:00.000+08:00

An angry china man entered a shop and shouted :
Where's my free gift with this cooking oil?
Shopkeeper :
What free gift??
China man : Oi, here got put "Cholesterol FREE!" (swt)

If u need ADVICE, SMS ME,
If u need DARLING, CALL ME,
If u need HELP, E-MAIL ME,
IF U NEED MONEY,
Nombor yang anda dail, tiada dalam perkhidmatan kami, TerimaKasih.

2006-07-29T08:00:00.000+08:00

SO SICK

[x] Fever
[x] Terrible flu (sneeze like 10 times in a row)
[x] Sore throat

Help me! T.T i wanna enjoy today's carnival's food !! T.T Okay, i don't care i'm just gonna eat everything i see.

Thanks to those people in the embassy. I did not go there to get my visa but to get all the above. Arggh. Don't care don't care just gonna go out whole day!!

2006-07-28T05:22:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING!

Where does fart gas come from?
The gas in our intestines comes from several sources: air we swallow, gas seeping into our intestines from our blood, gas produced by chemical reactions in our guts, and gas produced by bacteria living in our guts

What makes farts stink?
The odor of farts comes from small amounts of hydrogen sulfide gas and mercaptans in the mixture. These compounds contain sulfur. Nitrogen-rich compounds such as skatole and indole also add to the stench of farts. The more sulfur-rich your diet, the more sulfides and mercaptans will be produced by the bacteria in your guts, and the more your farts will stink. Food such as cauliflower, eggs and meat are notorious for producing smelly farts, whereas beans produce large amounts of not particularly stinky farts.

Why do farts make noise?
The sounds are produced by vibrations of the anal opening(AHAHAHAHHAHA). Sounds depend on the velocity of expulsion of the gas and the tightness of the sphincter muscles of the anus. Contrary to a popular misconception, fart noise is not generated by the flapping of the butt cheeks.

Why are stinky farts generally warmer and quieter than regular farts?
Most fart gas comes from swallowed air and consists largely of nitrogen and carbon dioxide, the oxygen having been absorbed by the time it reaches the anal opening. These gases are odorless, although they often pick up other (and more odiferous) components on the way through the bowel. They emerge from the anus in fairly large bubbles at body temperature. A person can often achieve a good sound with these voluminous farts, but they are commonly (but not always!) mundane with respect to odor, and don't feel particularly warm. Another major source of fart gas is bacterial action. Bacterial fermentation and digestion processes produce heat as a byproduct as well as various pungent gases. The resulting bubbles of gas tend to be small, hot, and concentrated with stinky bacterial metabolic products. These emerge as the notorious, warm, SBD (Silent-But-Deadly), often in amounts too small to produce a good sound, but excelling in stench.

How long does it take fart gas to travel to someone else's nose?
Fart travel time depends on atmospheric conditions such as humidity, temperature and wind speed and direction, the molecular weight of the fart particles, and the distance between the fart transmitter and the fart receiver. Farts also disperse (spread out) as they leave the source, and their potency diminishes with dilution. Generally, if the fart is not detected within a few seconds, it will be too dilute for perception and will be lost into the atmosphere forever. Exceptional conditions exist when the fart is released into a small enclosed area such as an elevator, a small room, or a car. These conditions limit the amount of dilution possible, and the fart may remain in a smellable concentration for a long period of time, until it condenses on the walls.

At what time of day is a human most likely to fart?
A human is mostly likely to fart first thing in the morning, while in the bathroom. This is known as "morning thunder," and if the human gets good resonance, it can be heard throughout the household. (O.O)

What things other than diet can make a person fart more than usual?
People who swallow a lot of air fart more than people who don't. This can be cured somewhat by chewing with your mouth closed, eating more slowly, and not gulping food or liquids. Chewing gum, smoking, and sucking on candy also can cause a person to swallow more air. Carbonated drinks give a person extra gas. Nervous people with fast moving bowels will fart more because less air is absorbed out of the intestines. Some disease conditions can cause excess flatulence. Going up in an airplane or other low-pressure environment can cause the gas inside you to expand and emerge as flatus. Tilting your head back and pouring a drink straight down your gullet (chugging) also leads to an excess of swallowed air, and hence, farting.

Is it harmful to hold in farts?
There are differences in opinion on this one. Certainly, people have believed for centuries that retaining flatus is bad for the health. Emperor Claudius even passed a law legalizing farting at banquets out of concern for people's health. There was a widespread belief that a person could be poisoned or catch a disease by retaining farts. Doctors I have spoken to recently have told me that there is no particular harm in holding in farts. Farts will not poison you; they are a natural component of your intestinal contents. The worst thing that can happen is that you may get a stomach ache from the gas pressure. But one doctor suggested that pathological distention of the bowel could result if a person holds in farts too much. And Dr. P. said that the effort involved in retaining flatus can cause hemorrhoids.

=P i MaDe iT

2006-07-27T08:27:00.000+08:00

Hahaha so..yeah i made it. Nah, it wasn't that tough. But the colours...ahh i don't care anymore as long as there's BLUE *heek heek*. So got up at 6am because i had numerous of mosquito bites. My room is like their 'habitat' already. Damn it. What's wrong?!? I can't sleep properly. So didn't wake up for this actually waiting for my documents from FedEX courier but still not here yet =\. The last time they came i was sleeping. So sleeping phobia for today.

Oh my god later gotta deal with f***in bank draft again. Help me la someone i don't know what is a bank draft. The bank draft i am buying TODAY is for Visa application. Only available in RHB Bank. Haihs then gotta help mom to buy some funny stuff in Hai-O. I don't wanna go alone..Anybody free? T.T i guess no..Colleges are killing my friends i guess i better not bother them.

Okay gotta go do some survey on Arkansas (internet lahh). Bb

SLEEPY...ZzZz

2006-07-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

BANDUAN PICTURE
Jail identification number : A O71088

aAaAah! I need a satisfying sleep like 12 hours of sleep? Oh my god this whole week been waking up like 7 or 8am?..Or not sleeping the whole night. I wanna sleep. Going to lahh after this. Wonder how yin may stand all these sleepless nights. I used to but i think cuz old already now cannot anymore.

So woke up at 8am this morning and then followed dad to Dataran Maybank, Bangsar. There wasn't any parking space so dad asked me to settle what ever fucking bank draft alone. Okay..i did what he asked and i screwed up everything and he scolded me up down left right bottom...!! Haha a BIG mistake i supposed. I converted all the money they gave me to U.S Dollar Bank Draft =P is it very terrible?? haha i wasn't supposed to..What they told me was "go buy bank draft" and they gave me the check..so i went into the bank i told the girl my situation "saya nak pergi luar negara so saya nak beli bank draft, macam mana ya?"..all she said was "okok, cik sila isi borang ni kemudian pergi kaunter ya (with a weird and watermelon eater teeth)" i did that and then the counter lady asked me the same old thing again i just told her my situation again and she said "ok"..So the whole thing not my fault what!! My father scolded me in the car with all the "@#$%&@#$%" T.T SORRYLOHHHH. Now they have to vomit some more money to give me pocket money (Ringgit and Dollar : I'm very sorry ><) I tried asking dad whether can change or not..to local bank draft more and more "@#$%&@#$%" ...Haihs why are they so not understanding? I'm so small and young. I need guidance and they left me alone walking aimlessly into the bank filling a form that i didn't even know what i was filling the particular's are..."nama pemohon" "nama penerima" "nama pembawa cek"..and their addresses as well..Well, 3 of that also i put my name..and i had to repeat my address 3 times! No guidance at all..T.T Anyway took Visa pictures - MUKA BANDUAN !!! And when i came back from from all the scoldings and ugly pictures Yinmay messaged and said "Jahat la you" why??..(lol i'm fine actually but just don't know why)

I had a bad day ~

SLUTTY SONG WITH A NICE TUNE o.O

2006-07-25T02:13:00.000+08:00

RIHANNA - UNFAITHFUL

[Intro:] Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

[Verse 1:]

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

To him I just can't be true

[Bridge:]

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dyin'

[Chorus:]

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be....

a murderer

[Verse 2:]

I feel it in the air

As I'm doin my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hangin' with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

[Bridge:]

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I'm happy with some other guy

I can see him dyin'

*Repeat chorus*

[Breakdown - Verse 3:]

Our love... his trust I might as well take a gun

And put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this... anymore Oooohhh... anymore

[Chorus:]

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be....

a murderer ...a murderer No no no yeah yeah yeah

Check out the video..her body is..oosh Hot ! =P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3SPA055eSM&search=RIHANNA%20UNFAITHFUL

TITLELESS

2006-07-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

SLEEP IS THE BEST ANTIDOTE FOR EVERYTHING. LIFE FUCKS. I AM JUST GONNA KEEP SLEEPING FROM NOW ON AND HOPEFULLY I CAN FALL ASLEEP FOREVER WITHOUT WAKING UP. I TURNED OFF MY PHONE BECAUSE IT WILL DISRUPT MY EVERLASTING SLEEP. SORRY PEOPLE I JUST WANNA BE ALONE. THANKS.

OH MY GOD !!!

2006-07-24T04:57:00.000+08:00

Okay. This is what happened actually that resulted me not to go in August.
Room and Board per year in the University is $5000 per year and i have 4 years.
$5000 x 3.7 = RM 18500 X 4 years = RM 74000. My parents have diffilcuties in giving me that amount. So we decided to wait a few months more and my parents can save more.

I'VE GOT A SUPER SHOCKING EMAIL from Eric ( Asst. Director of the university )

From : Leon, Eric
Sent : Monday, July 24, 2006 2:05 AM
To : "Chua Seow Yen"
Subject : RE: Enquiries

Inbox
Hello Alicia,
I just got back into my office after you called today.
You mentioned that you have some financial difficulties that impede you
from coming to Ozarks this August 2006. I was talking to the director
of the Financial Aid Department here, and we may be able to help you
with a little more scholarships. If we offer you a total scholarship of
US$14,000 per year, instead of US$10,500, will it be possible for you to
come this August?
I understand that your financial situation may not be in order right
now, but it is quite sad news that we have to turn back now when we are
so close to getting you here. Your grades are excellent, and this is
the reason why we are able to offer the maximum amount of scholarship to
you.
As I said before, we can also admit you in January 2007 or in August
2007, without any problems.
Please let me know soon, so that we can prepare ourselves.
Eric Leon
International Studies Office
University of the Ozarks
Phone (479) 979-1232
Fax (479) 979-1356

OH MY GOD...

now my room and board is only $1250 x 3.7 = RM 4625 x 4 years = RM18500..

I SAVED LIKE SO MUCH MONEY !!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD I AM ABLE TO GO ON AUGUST NOW..SORRY FOR THOSE THAT I INFORMED EARLIER CUZ THIS NEWS IS TOO SHOCKING...><

DAMN YOU O2JAM!!

2006-07-23T02:46:00.000+08:00

i HaVe NoThIng BeTtEr tO dO ...=\

= X

o.O too 'kap' ledi..

Big burger !! =P

So sick of Kan Kan!! but i have to force myself to like it cuz it's the only level 11 song that i can play and without STAIRS. Oh damn it! my fingers are just not flexible enough and my computer is bloody stupid cuz i cannot press both blues and orange together and i cannot play milk chocolate, amadeus, tell me a story and V3 normal..T.T how sad!

WONDERFUL ~ =)

2006-07-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

woot !! I didn't bathe for 36 hours !! Just finish taking a bath. So tired. I hate bathing. It's so tiring and so much things to do. Brush teeh, rinse mouth, apply cleanser, wash off cleanser, put shampoo, rub hair/scalp, wash off shampoo, apply conditioner, wait 10 mins, wash off conditioner, apply body shampoo, rub body, wash off body shampoo, wash whole body from head to toe with water AGAIN, dry hair with towel, wipe whole body with towel, wash undies, throw shirt and pants into washing machine OH MY GOD..so many things to do !! sooo triring....anti-bath!! ><>

Anyway, wuahh thank you people so happie yesterday and today and monopoly was fun! Er..except the entering jail part and have to pass by Alvina's CITIES. Ahaha there goes another day in Malaysia. The more i stay here the more i don't wanna leave. Friends are so important especially close ones. Without them i will die. Can you guys come with me?...i try to steal my parents' money to pay air-tix for you all??? Pweeessss T.T

JUST SOME COOL PICTURES =)

2006-07-21T02:57:00.000+08:00

Really paranoid.

I THINK...THERE'S A BETTER WAY TO FIX

AHAHAHHAHAHHA AS IF PEOPLE CANNOT STEAL !!!

SUPERMAN RETURNS =)

KOREA SUPERMAN !!!

woot!! look at that !!!

*WUAHHH SUPERMAN SO SEXYYYYY !!!*

WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT DURIANS? =P

2006-07-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hor Loh (Water Gourd Durian): The flesh of the Hor Loh is very soft, dry and quite bitter. It has a sharp smell to it. Hor Loh was first cultivated at the Brown Estate of Sungai Ara. It got its name from its appearance resembling a "Hor Lor" pumpkin. If the durian hits the ground hard when it falls, the flesh tends to be bitter thereafter.

Khun Poh :This durian takes the name of the late Mr Lau Khun Poh, who first budded it. Khun Poh has beautiful orangy flesh with a slightly bitter-sweet taste and a heavy aroma.

Ang Sim (Red Heart) :Ang Sim is a durian with flesh which is quite soft and very sweet, and dark yellow in colour. It also has a nice aroma.

D700 :The flesh is darker than D600, like chrome yellow. Also slightly hard. Crispy, but the smell is not very strong.

D600 :This durian originates in Sungai Pinang in Balik Pulau. The flesh has a bittersweet taste to it, with a touch of sourness. The one that I documented is a bit hard.

D11 :"Number Eleven" is a very popular durian in the 70's. It has creamy yellow flesh with a pleasant taste and a subtle smell.

STEPPING INTO THE BLOGGING WORLD

2006-07-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hihi, this is my first entry. Damn. I seriously don't know what to blog about. I am just...too bored at home and lifeless. I want to go out! I want to watch movies and i wanna enjoy all the malaysian food before i leave!! Friday o Friday please come faster T.T

-Lifeless-